HS Arts Inspiration
Inspiration- The Honest Journey of an Artist
Discovering Artistic Passion at a Young Age
My artistic journey began in childhood, where the world itself seemed like an infinite
canvas. Crayons and finger paints ignited my fascination with color, enabling me to
translate emotions into tangible creations. Art became my voice when words failed
me, offering solace and healing during life's ups and downs.
As I grew, so did my passion, inspired
by great artists of the past. I explored
diverse mediums, from water colours to
oil paints each revealing facets of my
evolving identity. Today, I cherish the
lifelong path art has carved, teaching
me persistence, creativity, and self-
expression. It's a testament to the
magic of discovering one's passion
early, a reminder that our passions
define who we are. The seeds of
creativity were sown deep within my
soul, and they sprouted naturally, like the first colorful blooms of spring.
Art was my sanctuary, a safe space where I could process life's complexities and
find healing.
In every stroke of the brush, in every line on the canvas, I find not only art but also a
piece of my soul. It is a reminder that our passions are not just hobbies; they are the
very essence of who we are. My artistic journey is an enduring testament to the
magic of discovering one's passion at a tender age, which I wish to share.
A Treasure Unfading: The Spark of Artistry
I vividly recall a time when I was 5 or 6 years old,
enrolled in the 1st standard at Kendriya Vidyalaya
School, Trivandrum, under the tutelage of Mrs. Nair.
It was during this early chapter of my life that my
father, with a heart full of affection, took me to a
stationery shop. Our mission was to purchase a
stack of books and notebooks, yet amidst the array
of educational supplies, my young eyes were
magnetically drawn to a colorful treasure.
It was a sleek, metallic box of "Apsara" color pencils,
adorned with a captivating illustration of an elephant
on its lid. Until that moment, I had only encountered
color pencil sets made of paper or cardboard. This one, however, was different, and
I fell head over heels in love at first sight. Gently, I turned to my father and uttered,
"Daddy, can I please have this color pencil set?" Without hesitation, he granted my
wish, and that humble box became a cherished possession.
I safeguarded it diligently in my school
bag, guarding it like a sentinel. This,
perhaps, was the initial catalyst for
the artistic spark within me - an
episode that remains etched in my
memory as the earliest recollection of
my artistic journey.
In the years that followed, I continued
to acquire color pencils, crayons, and
pastels, but that "Apsara" set retained its special place, to be used sparingly, as if
each stroke carried the weight of a thousand dreams.
Now, can you fathom, even in your wildest dreams, that I still possess this treasure
after half a century? Though it may lack monetary value, to me, it's a priceless relic
of my artistic odyssey. This tale serves as a poignant reminder that you don't need
to rub two stones together to ignite artistic passion; sometimes, it's the smallest,
most unexpected moments that kindle the brightest flames of creativity.
Igniting the Flame: A Childhood Artistic Triumph
It was an ordinary day in Kendriya Vidhyalya, Sector 31, Chandigarh, where my
journey as an artist began. I was just a third-grader a young boy of about 9 years , a
curious and wide-eyed child navigating the
wonders of the world. The sun's rays
streamed into the classroom, casting a warm
glow on our desks, as the teacher announced
an upcoming art competition that would
forever change the course of my life.
The competition wasn't just a school event; it
was a competition with a twist - selected
artwork would be sent to the erstwhile USSR
(Union of Soviet Socialist Republics) for
judging.
My chosen subject was a rainy street scene
of Chandigarh. I meticulously painted the wet
streets, the reflections of streetlights, and the
pedestrians hurrying along the sidewalk. Yet,
the centerpiece of my painting was a
magnificent Ambassador car, an iconic
vehicle of its time. With its curved, symmetrical lines and distinct character, it was
much more than just an automobile.
Little did I know that this simple act, this participation in a national competition,
would set the wheels in motion for my artistic journey?
Weeks later, the news arrived - I had won a prize! My painting had been selected
from among entries from all over India and was deemed worthy of recognition. It
was a moment of pure elation, a validation of my creative spirit that would stay with
me for a lifetime.
Looking back, I realize that this seemingly small achievement ignited a fire within;
shaping me into the artist and human being I am today. It was not just about winning
a prize; it was about discovering the boundless possibilities of self-expression
through art.
Inherited Challenges
Born in the heart of warriors Haryana, as a Jat (fondly called 'Texan'), my
identity runs deep in this
rustic soil where strength and
combat
prowess
reign
supreme. Art here, viewed as
'sissy' and 'weak,' struggled
to find its place amidst a
culture focused on valor. My
lineage, four generations of
Army officers, had witnessed
wars
Mesopotamia,
emphasizing
from
Italy
to
further
divide
the
between art and the call of
duty. In this environment, I
embarked on my artistic
journey in secret, creating
under the cover of night,
craving appreciation that
remained
solitude
unyielding
elusive.
sculpted
spirit
The
an
that
treasures art as a hidden
gem in the land of warriors.
Improving Drawing Alongside Adapting in New Environments
As an Army officer's child, my life was
marked by the nomadic rhythm of
postings and relocations. With each
transfer, my family and I embarked on
new adventures, leaving behind familiar
landscapes and acquainting ourselves
with new ones. In the sixth standard, I
found myself moving from the familiar
halls of KV Chandigarh to the
enchanting hills of Dalhousie, a
picturesque hill station in Himachal
Pradesh, India.
Dalhousie, with its mist-shrouded
mountains and verdant landscapes,
offered a canvas of inspiration. The
tranquil beauty of this hill station stirred
my artistic soul, and I found solace in
the midst of nature's grandeur. Here,
amidst the whispers of the pines and the melody of mountain streams, my journey
as an artist continued.
Through these interactions, I discovered the transformative power of art not only as
a means of self-expression but also as a vehicle for fostering creativity and
resilience in others. The sparkle in a child's eye as they unveiled their creation
mirrored the joy that art had brought into my life.
The Only Art Teacher I Ever Had
In my years at Dalhousie Public School, the
concept of art was nearly absent until one
day, a newfound figure entered our lives -
an art teacher. Until then, various teachers
had taken charge of the class, but there
was never a dedicated art instructor.
On that memorable day, our art teacher
ushered us outdoors to a mountainous
setting, where we gathered in the open
expanse of a locked bungalow. It was here
that I received my inaugural art lesson, a
moment that would resonate with me for a lifetime.
He spoke of proportions, stressing their paramount importance in the world of art.
He emphasized the notion that nothing was more disheartening than creating a
masterpiece filled with intricate details, only to realize that the proportions were
awry. His illustrative gesture, with a pencil in hand, thumb raised like a hitchhiker,
eyes squinted in deep concentration, and tongue sticking out, remains etched in my
memory, nearly four decades later. To some, it may seem comical, but to an artist,
it's an invaluable measuring technique.
Practice of Proportions
This lesson took root in my artistic journey, propelling me to practice proportions
tirelessly, particularly in outdoor settings. As I
honed this skill, I extended it to human
anatomy, dissecting not only the human form
but also individual body parts.
Regrettably, our art teacher's presence was
ephemeral, spanning just a few months before
he departed from the school. However, the
profound lesson he imparted on that luck day
served as the cornerstone of my artistic
foundation. It propelled me along the path of
improvement, shaping me into the artist I am
today, and for that, I remain profoundly grateful.
Aiding Classmates, Elevating My Craft: A Tale of Artistic Progress
During my 9th and 10th-grade academic journey,
practical files in subjects like Physics, Chemistry,
and Biology introduced me to a unique opportunity.
These files required intricate drawings on the left
pages, alongside written explanations on the right.
I took this artistic challenge head-on, crafting
detailed drawings with precision and finesse. But it
wasn't just about my own artistry; I saw a chance
to assist my classmates.
Word spread, and soon, I became the go-to
person for drawing guidance. Helping them wasn't
just altruistic; it was a chance to refine my own
skills. As I explained, demonstrated, and enhanced
these drawings, my artistry evolved.
This experience taught me that art is a shared journey.
Collaborating with classmates, I not only improved my
drawings but also deepened my appreciation for art's
power to connect and uplift. It wasn't just about
becoming a better artist; it was about becoming a
more compassionate and collaborative human being.
In addition to my school routine, I pursued subjects
and connected with individuals who held a special
place in my heart, such as my esteemed family
members who made the ultimate sacrifice while
defending our country. These particular subjects and
people fueled my determination and prevented me
from giving up midway.
Recognition Beyond Expectation: My Outstanding Practical Books
During the 10th board exams at Dalhousie
Public School, external invigilators brought
a pleasant surprise. Their amazement was
palpable as they leafed through my
practical files. They marveled at the
intricacy of the drawings, wondering aloud
how someone could wield a pen or pencil
so beautifully. "These are even better than
the real specimens," they exclaimed.
Amongst all my files, the Biology practical
book garnered the most praise, offering
ample opportunities for shading and detail.
The external examiners couldn't contain
their
astonishment
and
eagerly
showcased my work to fellow students,
teachers, and even the school principal.
Their admiration didn't stop there. They sought permission from both me and our
esteemed Principal to carry my files back as exemplary samples. The overwhelming
sense of pride and accomplishment from this recognition was immeasurable. It was
a pivotal moment in my journey of developing into an artist, reaffirming my passion
and propelling me toward greater artistic heights.
Navigating the Transition from School to College Life
After completing my 10th standard, I had to
relocate from Dalhousie to Chandigarh.
Following the board exams, I found myself
with ample free time, and most importantly,
no one was pressuring me to study until the
results were announced and I could join
college. During this period, I dedicated my
days to practicing drawing and painting. I
would choose various subjects by browsing
through magazines and books from the library. This allowed me to further enhance
my skills and continue improving.
Friction Ignited the Fire
I was deeply passionate and engrossed in art,
to the extent that I aspired to enroll in an Arts
college in Chandigarh. However, my entire
family, particularly my father, strongly
opposed this decision. He tried to convince
me by presenting the harsh reality of life,
stating, "There is no career in art, and you will
end up wandering aimlessly with a cotton bag
and burden on your shoulders." Despite his
efforts, I remained unconvinced. In an attempt
to dissuade me further, he called upon his
cousin, Mr. Dharam, whom, I had proclaimed
as my mentor or "Guru" on my own. Mr.
Dharam shared his own experience of
pursuing Fine Arts from one of the top
colleges in India, only to find himself and his
friends compelled to take up teaching positions in schools with limited prospects for
growth. He advised me to prioritize securing a good job and, if I truly had a passion
for art, to continue pursuing it alongside my career. Taking his advice to heart, I
enrolled in Pre-University at Shri Guru Gobind Singh Khalsa College in Chandigarh,
opting for non-medical science subjects. Unfortunately, the college offered limited
opportunities for artistic expression, so I had to practice on my own and focused on
other subjects, particularly English, as our professor, Mrs. Rita, was exceptionally
skilled in teaching it. This helped me in my later part of life.
Navigating Streams and Changing Colleges: Art Remains a Constant
Upon completing my Pre-University education at
Shri Guru Gobind Singh Khalsa College in
Chandigarh, I embarked on a journey that led me
to various colleges and experiences. Initially, I
enrolled in a "Pre-Engineering" program at DAV
College, Chandigarh. The decision to change
colleges was influenced by multiple factors,
including its strong reputation and the fact that all
five of my uncles had attended there. However,
the underlying motivation behind this shift was
the presence of a vibrant Arts club within the
institution. It's worth noting that my primary
learning experience came through self-practice
and unwavering dedication.
The following year, I found
myself at All India Heroes
Jat Memorial College in
Rohtak,
scientific
Unfortunately,
pursuing
a
path.
didn't
I
resonate with the routine
and atmosphere at this
new college, prompting me
to
return
to
after
DAV
only
Chandigarh
three months. During this
brief stint in Rohtak, I
serendipitously formed a
small team with fellow
artists, including Harvinder
Malik
"Jonney"
and
Naveen. Together, we
formed a team of four to
participate in a painting
competition at IC College,
Rohtak.
My First Encounter with Brush
Once I registered for the competition, I was left with just 3-4 days to choose a
subject and medium. Oil painting was uncharted territory for me, and I had no prior
experience with it. I ventured to an art supply store and purchased a limited set of oil
painting materials. The challenge ahead loomed large, and I grappled with the
fundamental question that often plagues beginners: "How do I begin?" Seeking
guidance, I turned to the library, where I pored over books about oil painting
techniques and selected a landscape from a Walter Foster book as my subject.
As I started working on the painting, it quickly became apparent that my initial
attempts fell short of my expectations; the result was flat and far from resembling
reality. Frustrated, I sought the counsel of my mentor, Mr. Dhram. I asked him,
"What's wrong with it?" His response left an indelible mark on my artistic journey:
"There is no right or wrong in art; do what you enjoy. It's a journey to be embraced,
and as long as you don't give up, you'll witness growth and improvement." I've
carried this valuable lesson with me ever since.
After some persistent urging, Mr. Dhram picked up a brush and demonstrated a few
strokes while imparting insights into perspective, depth, shadows, colors, grays, and
more. Armed with this newfound knowledge, I returned to my painting, feeling
enlightened and filled with renewed enthusiasm. Although I couldn't complete the
painting in time for the competition, I had gained valuable insights into working with
oil paints.
The competition itself saw students from over 40 colleges creating paintings and
sketches over the course of three hours on the expansive college lawn. I managed
to create three artworks during this time: an oil landscape, an abstract piece, and a
pencil sketch of the radio tower visible from the lawn.
In a twist of fate, a swarm of small insects became entangled in the wet oils of my
abstract painting, adding an unexpected and stunning effect to the bright orange
background. No one would have guessed that these were insects from a distance.
Given the lack of time to remove them and repaint the background, I left them as
they were. To our astonishment, the abstract piece won the first prize, and the
sketch earned second place. Our team celebrated with humor, Haryanvi songs, a
short skit, and jubilant songs, showcasing our diverse talents.
The thrill of winning such a prestigious competition kept me awake that night, as it
marked a significant milestone in my artistic journey. Jonney, who was a highly
skilled artist, made my victory feel like a miracle. While I had previously focused on
sketching, working with oils was an entirely new experience. This incident served as
a catalyst for my artistic development, and I remain grateful to my teammates for
their role in it. Although we've lost touch, I am confident that they have achieved
great success in their artistic endeavors and wish them continued growth in their
creative pursuits.
The following day, brimming with
energy and confidence, I resumed
work on the landscape that I had
left unfinished. This landscape,
created in 1986 as my first oil
painting, remains my favorite to
this day. I believe I can never
replicate the effect, particularly
that of the tree, and thus, I've
never mustered the courage to
attempt it again.
Art Journey continues on Transition from College to Post Graduation
Upon my return to Chandigarh, I reignited my artistic journey with unwavering
determination. I began experimenting with various mediums, including pastels,
watercolors, oil on canvas, and pencil sketches. As anticipated, my skills continued
to evolve and improve. I owe a debt of gratitude to the lifelong friends I made along
the way, including Samby, Mamu, Don, Vineet, Jhingta, Bisheshar, Dutta, and
others, who provided constant encouragement.
Following my graduation, I relocated to Jaipur and enrolled in the MA English
literature program at Rajasthan University. My artistic voyage persisted, and I forged
new, enduring friendships, primarily among my classmates, some seniors, and an
occasional junior. I extend heartfelt thanks to each of them, including Dabloo (may
he rest in peace), Manan, Patni, Sanjeeva, Jai, Bully, Hada, Subhash, and Bhawani,
for not only shaping my life but also becoming an integral part of it.
Lifelong Pursuit of Art Even After Joining A Job
One day, out of the blue, my father issued an ultimatum, stating that he would only
support me for one more year, and I should begin searching for a source of income.
This stark reality shook me to my core, prompting me to take my future seriously. I
embarked on a journey of rigorous studying and competing in various exams. I
successfully secured a position in government service, where I continued my artistic
pursuits for the next 34 years. During this time, I accumulated a wealth of real-life
experiences, which I plan to share at a later date. Suffice it to say, I never
abandoned my passion for art.
Over the years, I produced thousands of artworks and generously gifted them to
friends and colleagues. My reasoning was simple: I needed to keep honing my
skills, but I couldn't possibly manage such a vast collection of art. By presenting one
work to someone I knew, I not only made them immensely happy but also ensured
the preservation of that single piece of art.
I consider myself fortunate to have been associated with and collaborated closely
with many talented artists throughout my journey, including Jangid, Deepinder, SSC
Singh (may he rest in peace), Sandeep, Divya, Shakti singh Ahlawat, Rajesh, and
numerous others. Their presence and creativity kept the artistic flame burning
brightly within me.
Art during COVID: When the Going Gets Tough, the Tough Get Going
During the challenging times of the Covid pandemic, I ventured into the world of
Acrylic colors and found myself falling in love with this medium. For now, you can
explore my artwork, but stay tuned for more stories to come.
The chapter of my life dedicated to full-time art - "Why Now" - represents a
transformative phase in my journey as an artist. To be continued...
Explore my full collection of acrylic paintings and discover the stories behind each
piece at my website.
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